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Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts

I know I can’t take one more step towards you
Cause all thats waiting is regret
Don’t you know I’m not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin’ ‘round leaving scars
Collecting a jar of hearts
Tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don’t come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you’re asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

Ive learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin’ ‘round leaving scars
Collecting a jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don’t come back for me
Who do you think you are?

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you’re back
You don’t get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Running around leaving scars
Collecting a jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me
Dont come back at all


Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Adele - One and Only

You've been on my mind
I grow fonder every day
Lose myself in time
Just thinking of your face

God only knows
Why it's taken me so long
To let my doubts go
You're the only one that I want

I don't know why I'm scared
I've been here before
Every feeling, every word
I've imagined it all
You'll never know, if you never try
To forgive your past, and simply be mine

I dare you to let me be, your
Your one and only
Promise I'm worth it
To hold in your arms
So come on
And give me a chance
To prove I am the one who can
Walk that mile
Until the end starts

If I've been on your mind
You hang on every word I say
Lose yourself in time
At the mention of my name

Will I ever know
How it feels to hold you close
And have you tell me
Whichever road I choose you'll go

I don't know why I'm scared
Cos I've been here before
Every feeling every word
I've imagined it all
You'll never know
If you never try
To forgive your past
And simply be mine

I dare you to let me be your
Your one and only
I promise I'm worth it
To hold in your arms
So come on
And give me a chance
To prove I am the one who can
Walk that mile
Until the end starts

I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart
I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart (nobody's perfect)
I know it ain't easy (trust me I've learned it)
Giving up your heart (nobody's perfect)
I know it ain't easy (trust me I've learned it)
Giving up your heart (nobody's perfect)
I know it ain't easy (trust me I've learned it)
Giving up your heart (nobody's perfect)
I know it ain't easy (trust me I've learned it)
Giving up your heart

So I dare you to let me be your
Your one and only
I promise I'm worth it
To hold in your arms
So come on
And give me the chance
To prove I am the one who can
Walk that mile
Until the end starts
Come on
And give me a chance
To prove I am the one who can
Walk that mile
Until the end starts

sebuah restaurant jepang. senja menjelang malam. kita memilih tempat duduk tepat disamping kaca yang mengahadap langsung ke jalan. duduk saling berhadapan. dan menghabiskan makanan sambil bercanda.

“…, makasih ya,”

“makasih buat?”

“ya…selama ini, udah mau nungguin gue..”

”?…..”

“yaa..gitu lah pokoknya”

“gimana lo sama dia?”

“ya..ga gimana-gimana..gitu aja. dia nyuruh gue move on dan bla bla bla…” jelasmu, panjang.

*senyum simpul*

“pokoknya kali ini gue ga akan ngecewain lo deh”

“yakin tuh?”

“iya…insya Allah ga akan”

kamu meraih tangaku dalam genggamanmu. tapi gatau kenapa hati aku masih berkata sama. tidak untuk setiap kata yang keluar dari mulutmu. tapi kamu gigih membuatku percaya pada ucapanmu. segigih perilaku yang kamu tunjukkan padaku beberapa bulan kedepan sejak pertemuan kita itu.

ya, ucapanmu ga bertahan lama. segera kamu menghilang. secepat aku memberikan kepercayaanku sama ucapanmu.

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jika cinta itu buta, maka entah ini merupakan kesekiankalinya duniaku gelap tanpa cahaya. bodohnya aku terus mengira aku buta. bukan segera tersadar bahwa warna-warni dunia tak kasat mata.

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aku lelah menyesali pilihanku yang terus menerus salah. lelah terus dipojokkan oleh hati karena ga pernah mau ‘manut’. sifat mudah percaya ku selalu berakhir dengan hati yang seakan berbicara “apa gue bilang kemaren? lo sih ga percaya…”

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people’s change. me too.

tapi tidak untuk urusan hati. setidaknya itu prinsipku.

terlalu cepat kamu menyimpulkan dan kemudian berjanji sama aku. tapi kamu ga pernah bisa nepatin janji itu. lalu untuk apa?

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sudut kamarmu. malam setelah kita nonton bersama di Televisi baru yang kamu banggakan. kita saling tertawa, mengulur waktu demi sebuah kebersamaan.

“kalo..gue sayang sama lo..gimana?”

“hah?”

“iya..kalo gue sayang sama lo, gimana?”

“ya…makasih”

“hahaha…lho..makasih ya?”

“ya iya dong, bener kan? makasih udah sayang sama gue”

“hehehe iya sih…”

“gue juga…sayang sama lo kok”

“hah? hehe….makasih juga ya… alhamdulillah kalo sama”

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makasih, Mr.Smile Keeper,

ya. kamu.

untuk pelajaran hidup-nya. bahwa aku mesti lebih percaya apa kata hati aku.

karna apa yang terlihat jarang se-asli yang sebenarnya.

:’)

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thats true :D

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